Waiting for eternity

Friday, April 09, 2004

Boring ......good friday standby haizz doing a
favour for John hmm...i got into trouble...sianz
there is 2 rover tat i lend to the BC...one of
them is spoiled...dunno whether is it mine but
i remember the engine oil is not low leh...sianz
i told them that i got check the vehicle in the
morning..which i did not haiz....should i lie/?
Have i lied too much??I dunno what to do now..
If the BC had check the rover b4 he moved off
and that the rover is mine..then i die liaozz haha
but i got a consolation is that i remember that i
drove Eugene vehicle and that his wiper is not
working...hmmm....so got some chance that the
vehicle is not mine..but still i dint check my rover
dunno whether is it mine a not haiz...
Life is so contradicting...i lied in order not to get
myself into trouble...now...i think i might have
gotten myself into trouble..sianzz...ar...
I found that i am getting more and more heck
care about things...is it a good thing or bad??
It is that normally this thing happen i will get
very worried and keep bothering me the whole
day but this time not so much...
i keep telling myself that thinking so much wont
solve the problem......am i trying to make myself
more comfortable or am i pushing back the
problem??haizz....john i am not blaming u...just
that i wanted to confirm that it is not my rover
and that i wanted to think of a better way to
defend myself if they asked.....sorry if i sounded
that i blame u..i am always like that...when there
is trouble...the typical me is that blame on others
i think a lot might have seen this sort of things
happening...but it is only after i calm down that
i know that some times i am at fault...
i would not say that most of the time that i am not
sure whether most of the time i am at fault or others
are at fault...ar...sianz....almost nine gotto return key
to serg andrew....

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