Today, i wake up thinking that my right leg
is gone....damn....
I was aching all over my body that I refuse
to wake up...the lower part of my knee is
so painful that i tot my menicus had
dissappeared....my whole feet was really
"Black" under the poor lighting in my house
Then, i ate some painkiller...single dose.....
The past few days the gastric is so bad that
i cannot continue with the other dose of pain-
killer...so no choice i had to make use with
only one dose....
I wake up everyday with fear that i might not
live the next....I am scared...never so scared
before...everyday i wake up i fear i cannot
walk....
I sleep every night having in mind that the
next day my leg will be more painful
Now i have one more thing to fear.....
Today, i also went out with Kheng Hui , john
and Ritchie. We went around ChinaTown and
eat all the delicacy and eat all we can haha..
It was one of the few times that i went to
ChinaTown and that going with friends and
family is really a different experience...but still
i walked the slowest there...making me a burden
to them...