I am actually surprised that people are
reading my blog...hmmm...if anyone had read
the earlier entry I don't expect people to
read my blog...anyway...

*/Some thoughts I had over the week:
There is a difference between a true
brotherly bond and merely a friendly bond.

My brother never gets bored about my
indecisive nagging, but friends do.
My brother always gives consolation no
matter how many time I complained to him.
My brother will always walk/stand by me no
matter what happen.*/

A very interesting week indeed...

So generally i can almost go home everyday
except Monday so i had 3 night off and a
long weekend. This Wednesday i had a M.A.
and i wene to AH.The doctor said that i had
some arthritis called ankylosing spondylitis
which is caused by the gene that is in me, so
she gave me a very expensive medication that
cost almost $2 a pill and guess wat I dun
even pay a single cent haha.After the incident
last week i am seriously considering
downgrading as a option to relieve everyone.It
was a disheartening feeling that i had that
made me think of this.Also some people in
camp,SOC,IPPT and some other i could not think
of now.At the same time there are also factors
that are affecting me not to downgrade for
example, my friends in the platoon, the
reluctant to adapted to changes, the money and
many more.Still i am hestitating...cause
sometimes i just don't feel that i am in the
right place this is indeed a fresh feeling
that I never had before in my stay in 21SA.So
should i fight for downgrade?

So the war had been declared.....
This week I had 3 battles and I should suppose
I had won 2 which is a pretty good result to me.
So let see my opponents are BSO, BWO and MR BSO
(busy stupid origami).Initially I wanted to rest
till my feets fully recover before I do any
standby,like my friend Herbert says "it is time
to think about yourself".I had this selfish
thought over the week...I will not say it for
some would think that I am a "selfish bastard".
I would not think that this is a bad thought
but definitely others will not share the same
feeling...

Thursday, BSO wanted me to help out John to do
the standby while The Boogeyman is out in
Thailand. So i agreed..but this is not the end,
he later state that he wanted me to do on all the
weekend(3) which means i would not have to go
home for one month!Of course I reject his request
!He told me to come out with a schedule on John's
absence.I would not do such despicable act and
said that I cannot come out with a schedule,
then he was pissed and demanded the reason.So I
told him that i am unsure of my condition as it
can worsen as and when it like even when i am on
medication.Then becoming more pissed he threaten
me and asked me whether the MO is sure of my
condition.So we are all pissed since he did this
...I should also show no mercy..i told him that
the MO also cannot be sure..then he stupidly said
if I cannot be sure and MO cannot be sure then
who can be sure??So I conveniently said that
because I am unsure that is why I dun want to take
the risk fearing that something could happen...so
in the end he gave way and called BWO for help...

Today, I went over to Workshop to negotiate the
schedule for standby during the Crescendo period..
The BWO blatenly cheated me as i thought that they
are going to take the standby week by week.So I
suggested that we need help on 1st June to 15th
June..in the end the plan was such that even
during these difficult period John will still have
to do standby..So I told them that we need the
whole week off all the way till 6th but he only
provide his men till the 5th. He wants john to come
back on Sunday morning to do the standby which is
like directly after his SAT2.Now I am negotiating
for someone that is going to take a test that might
affect his future so i would not want to feel
guilty, if i can do something to help out the
situation.So I initiated that we need the 6th..but
he still refuse to give in..in the end Zon helped
out by volunteering to do the 6th standby(i was
looking damn pissed at that time)Zon if you are out
there reading this blog(which is probably wouldn't
happen)I appreciate that..somehow I have this
feeling that some seems like acting in front of me
during the negotiation.Also I felt like a political
tool used by BSO to save some of his face...

So there I am returning to my duty signaller desk
when Sergeant Lee request people to dismount set.I
arrowed Abel and asked him to find another 3 person
to dismount set after 20 minutes...he never came...
so I went over to SA office myself to tell Abel to
dismount set stating that I cannot call the others
as they also will complaint about such unfairness
as they had done everything the whole of last week.
So this MR BSO went over to the Signal Office,
shouted at Jinrui as if he is the boss and
commanded Jinrui to dismount the set(what does that
got to do with him?I did not call him).I stood up
and he also request that SK should also help out in
the job.I am very pissed at him for shouting at Jin
Rui in the office and commanded SK to come down.He
merely gave simple reasons that THEY had done a lot
already and that sergeant Tham was their withness.
So what could I say?I could not think of other
things other than to give in.But after he left I
had the thought of complaining to BSO that I am
mistreated in the platoon by MR BSO that he put me
as Duty Signaller twice on night off day for 3month.
And that what right has he to complaint giving the
fact that he had not burn a weekend and that even I
on status also burn 1000000% more weekend than him.
He, I would say is a selfish bastard that pushes all
the Saikang to his friend while he enjoy his weekend
and that he only done a few job that was out of
office hour had complained so much.So what about
those on standby?So people in signal platoon men or
specialist if you know who I am refering to it is
up to you to believe.I would say that only people
that are stupid enough to tag around and in the end
get stab(luckily I was never those people).Now that
things had turn ugly, I should not try to hide the
fact that it was him that had gotten me the schedule
to do both New Year and Chinese New Year standby
initially when I still regard him as my friend.
Way before that he just happily seed my name on the
Vesak Day guard duty list and ignore it when it was
his turn to do the duty.He just bluff his way
through...at first I said I would forgive him
thinking that he is not doing it on purpose..but
after what had happen I would not think so saintly
of him and that his apology is just another scam to
appease the people around him and to make more
available victim.To think that I really thought he
was sincere about being sorry.
People around him had to be caution of what might
happen for you might be the next victim(hint:i am not
the first).


Ok so much for that inconsiderate asshole...