Oh well...this 2 week is quite okay BSO not around...people not around...in fact everyone is not around...haha...so i managed to watch a lot of movies haha...
I had a small talk with Hong Jun which cost me half of Mummy Return and I will say that it is worth the sacrifice that I actually got to know more about this joyful person for he can really be serious when there is a need and that the things he said actually make a lot of sense (joking here) haha.I am not surprise that he is what i found out this week. But just that i never got to know that he had such a character.And he console me that it is not my fault that the schedule for standby had been so tight for the other drivers.

Well, i happily missed my "The day after tomorrow" and "Shrek 2" and that everyone just happily never tell me that everyone else is on going..and me stupidly under took the standby(supposingly mine) so that i can miss 2 movies that i want to watch and save some money.....well i am slow enough to regret my decision later...

I had thought through the 2 weeks and a lot of thought had flashed acrossed my mind.Well they are really fast moving so I can only catch those that I would think i can accept..
Jiaqi,i am afraid that you are wrong.People isn't going to help me even if I try to be positive.In fact people would actually wants me to do standby thinking that I am "completely cured" if i actually be positive.And no matter how positive I am, it will always be my fault.Everyone is not considering my situation.They simply keep talking about how other people suffers.Oh well, i guess i would have to use somebody's word "you dont know the truth".Yes indeed they dont know how is it like to be pressurized to do standby with a swollen feet and the stress and courage to reject a standby when someone insistedly wants me to take back my standby.

Human is a wierd creature...when we exercise too much we complained and we tries to skipped them.When too little they tries to exercise more.When knowing that they are dying they will treasure their time more.They just adapt when they reach the limit which i think should not be the case..for example they should have constant exercises and they should always treasure their time.It is very funny now that i am limping(temporary) for 4 month...well on top of that i dint exercise for 3 month...i had the urge to exercise.. the urge to run especially.

I had a dream and I am very jealous of the main character in that dream...
Ok to end this I had questions for myself:
Why am I always not the main character in my dream?
Why i always dont have good ending to my dreams?