Waiting for eternity

Thursday, January 29, 2004

wau lau...after the bloody removal of the
stupid wisdom teeth more problem came...
The whole of my right feet is swollen for
no apparent reason and i could barely walk
then the stupid MO only give me 3 days ex
lower limb...sianzz...my leg was so swollen
yesterday that Jiahui had to carry me to
bunk...Thanks for the lift Jiahui appreciate
that..then that night i was in pain...i took
John pillow before falling asleep.. then he
slept without pillow yesterday..,, i am so
sorry John and sorry again for causing u to
do duty till so late yesterday...
and thanks for accompany me to all the places
while my feet is in this bad shape...canteen,
gate, signal office, duty sig and many other
.....why am i getting all these things when
everybody else is enjoying the absent of BSO
and Staff seah and HQ BSM and especially RSM
?? haI~~~:~(..sianzzz...
I will be going to A&E later to see the what
is exactly happening to my leg...hope to get
an answer...but i really dun want to
downgrade i dun wanna leave this place...and
i will also miss the $100 dollar that i will
be getting from SAF for sleeping in bunk...
ouch! it starts to hurts again...hai~~~....

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

My effort in finding my memory in primary
school finally pay off!! So happy today i
found that actually Situ Yi is the same
class as me in pri5 hehe then got tick
off by him for not remembering him..hai..
He also send me a picture of my pri5 photo
wow that is the greatest part! I finally
got a pri sch class photo with me i must
go print it out hehe then i was also
found by Marilyn who happen to be in my pri
6 classmate! haha that is great and manage
to talk to her the whole of the afternoon
yesterday to catch up on what is lost these
few years through MSN. Thanks again to Situ
who gave me that photo heehe for if he had
not got the anniversary book thing i would
never had a picture of myself in those time
This search is really fun, we must really
go out to have a meal after Marilyn come
back in MAY then we can have a gathering
Now that i think of it, it is really sad
that i lost so much memory during the great
primary sch days....notice that i put my
friendster photo as a younger version of me
this is to let those that lost me or whom i
lost in primary school to find me back again
haha heng ar....Marilyn saw that picture and
remembered me thanks Marilyn! There is still
one person..that i wanted to find...but i
think he does not want to see me...nvm...
things will get better this search is a
meaningful one!

Saturday, January 17, 2004

Wow..I cant get to sleep last night....
the position is just not right...sianzz
I finished with the project that can
detect sound and show its intensity this
afternoon well it work pretty well except
that some soldering was not very well
done..such that some light do not light
up...
I did a bit of spring cleaning with my
dear little swollen cheek....i had a hard
time cause i could not move things that
are too heavy so i had to get help from
my bro and mum..
Lets hope the cheek will be better tomorow
hai~~~sad today i still stuck myself with
porriage and oat...plus a little other
stuff....i completed the FFX2 today morning
and tried to complete need for speed but
cant...sold off 6 pack of Bakua..thanks
Abel and Jack..delivering to them at 2 tml.
Well the fact that i bother to update the
blog everydayshows that actually i am pretty
boring and nothing to do...

Friday, January 16, 2004

Today i tried to brush my teeth with tooth
paste...then it bleed....dunno how leh...
cannot use listerine also leh....sianzz...
then i ganna stucked on the PS2 for like
the whole day....the cheek also gets bigger
so big that it can even move about when i
walk...like i eating fishball....
I also tried to eat the porriage that i ate
yesterday but i found that it is more painful
than yesterday...so i was stucked to OAT!!!
I wonder will bracer be less troublesome...
I know that it will be more painful...
Now i am having a gastric.......arghh....
even bracer u also will know that u can open
your mouth....i cant even open the moutht to
try to eat some baby food...my tongue also
cannot lick the food that is stucked to my
lips as if i am some baby..cant even control
my tongue..........

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Phew...wake up with a sagging cheek...sianz
I went to endorse my hospitalisation leave...
well...i managed to see the mindef activation
in 21sa...and somehow they achieve some 91%
thingy so must be quite good...now i can feel
the stitches on the gums..finally and i can
also have a taste of porriage and bagua(soaked)
and vege and some pork and some cereal(again)
hai~~ still my cheeks feels saggy must take a
pictures one of this day...haha i looks funny.
Again i played need for speed the whole day...
and i was tinking of the project for my webpage
might need to change quite a lot...cause i
decided not to always look back in the past...
it makes me looks old and does not fit my web-
page..so maybe make a record of my friends
birthday, important people in my life, about my
house, family, and some thoughts...thats all for
today...my left cheek is FALLING!!! arghh...help!
ok...time to sleep early (heng the 10am
activation is accurate)

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

i had my 3 freaking wisdom teeth removed
today...i went to AH to had this surgery
all i could remember is that i was given
a jab and some "oxygen" to breath then i
was out...when they called out to me and
said that the opertation was over i was
semi-conscious...but what i saw was 4
teeth in that bag....then after a while
i felt giddy..and a little pain and some
numbness...i got home and follow Mr John
advise by sleeping....when i got up, my
whole cheek was swollen as if i got
beaten up by somebody.. by the way i got
8 day hospitalisation leave...and that
BSO still wants me to endorse the MC.immd
i mean even if i endorse the MO also
dunno wat to give cause he is not a
dentsit, he is also not a surgeon...i
think this is redundant...but nevertheles
i decided to go back tomorrow..i am
feeling better now though it is still
painful..and a little bleeding..hope i
get well soon to eat all those CNY stuff
haha...by now herbert will also be botak
already... haha take care herbert and thx
to john for helping with the 2 wk consec
standby...

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Hmm...i went to see the dentist on friday..
i can see that 3 of my wisdom teeth is
coming out..so the dentist is going to
operate on those teeth on this wed..and
she said that she would have to "put me to
sleep" meaning i will be sleeping while she
operate on me...i wonder would it be painful
Lets hope that i dun get sick on or before
wed or else i will not be able to go for the
operation..which means that John had wasted
his effort to help me stand in for the
standby....so healthy lifestyle from now til
wed..sleep early, no oily food and no alcohol
hai..if i cant eat all the Cny stuff..then it
would be a waste..hope that i would get a 1wk
att c so that from wed til CNY i dun have to
go back to camp....Kny is giving me 2.5 off
for the bloody standby...i will have to talk
to him and remind him that he gave me .5 for
sat and if i have to take then he also must
minus .5 instead of 1 day off....sian...i
think he is quite pissed off abt the off...
i have been talking to him abt it since i
finish my standby...and hope this does not
attract too much attention by staff seah and
airpork..i was actually quite happy on fri..
i went to the s1 clerk to ask for reimburse
of the $ i spent on that bloody dentist..and
to my surprise he actually said that he would
do it for me without any sign of unhappiness..
then the whole day i find myself happier..also
bcoz after some event that day i felt happier
our bunk also looks more lively after putting
all out decorated names on out cupboard thanks
to jinrui and john this two punk manage to
bright out the bunk and also those who will be
on standby over that weekend...i was playing
need for speed this weekend..haha it was a
damn fun game..i sat on the chair from morning
til ermm..now..hehe think i better take a rest
haha eyes spoil liaozz...actually think of it i
feeling a bit scared of the operation...if there
is some complication or allergy from the
antiseptic then it might just be the end of me..
(watch too much drama...)haha
but what i really scared is that there is still
some more allergy that i do not know i have...
then like last time...felt terrible then...
anyway i will just hope for the best expect the
worst

Thursday, January 08, 2004

ARGHH!! it is a horrible week a horrible new year
I have never felt so horrible in my life before!
I was on standby for bravo Battery on that week
and all of them was on 4NTM while I had to stay
in camp to be on 2 NTM..ar... and while everyone
had booked out to enjoy their off and leave...only
me,COS,DO and duty driver SEET was int he whole
bloody battalion... some (john,zhenhao,jiaming,
yanmin) even went oversea to enjoy themselves...
the moment I thought of them I felt really lonely
All the three bunk was empty except me and only me
everyday i will wake up in the morning at 0715(skip
breakfast hehe) and think of what to do...if there
is newspaper, I will read the whole paper...i
stayed in that dead battalion for 6 days before I
saw the whole lot of the battalion booking in..
That week Bolun was constantly on my mind...I....
I drew quite a lot...but nothing was great till
Ritchie booked in and i really saw wat is drawing.
When I felt lonely I would message people to keep
myself occupied. That week thanks to yucheng,herbert,
benjamin,Ritchie, weiguang,jiahui,Seet,Rama,guoqiang,
bengchong,louis and claude they are the people that i
message, meassages me or bookin during the standby to
keep me accompany and claude especially to message me
at 0300 thanks to everyone i memtioned..i had a
better time in camp and a better New Year. I also
created a few cartoon characters of my own, they
should be up on my webpages in a few days time.
I am also glad, they enjoyed themselves for those that
went to Taiwan although i admit I dont feel good
being left behind...well I can go again other time...
(if there is) I wanted to thanks Ritchie especially
for the encouragement...i really felt better
I had to go for dental appt tomorrow... hai~~
O ya john, thanks for helping me take the 2 week consec
standby in a hurry so that i can get that wisdom tooth
out asap