Waiting for eternity

Friday, June 25, 2004

Well..they are back...with all those regulars around it is sure hard to "eat snake"..... so i dint really had a fantastic time in camp...but i have something to be happy about ahah i had passed my basic theory though it is a sheer miss haha(dint really study for it) i had began reading up on some EQ books. It is very interesting how the book introduce me to different human behaviour and their thought and many many more..
One important thing... Herbert one of my friend had been posted into 4 SAB HQ as a medic..haha dunno is it a good or a bad thing though... cause that is not a very good unit to be posted into..
I had started on Magic the gathering in Gilbert computer in the SA office... it feels good to be playing a old favourite game of mine...
Oh and 41 had began taking in BMT recruits and...we had to wake up pretty early in the morning...about 0530-0545 arghh...so early...if not i will have to queue up for soooooo long.... so far i had been procastinating to join guitar lessons.... hai...
i hope to make some progress to my life which i think has been quite a success... for those who know me well enough..i had read really a lot of books really which i think it a great achievement to me.
Again like last year we had to reel lines to clear up the line store...but this time we did it with much lesser people and with much lesser laughter with Bolun's death, those people going to Battery Line,those who are busy with work and standby , those who is on off and of course those who is enjoying themselves sleeping in the bunk.
Today is also they day i met Herbert's girlfriend. Well all I have is praise for her so far. She may not have the nicest appearance of all but i could feel that she definitely had a very nice heart and an admirable character so Herbert do treasure her.
I had a terrible dream!
I dreamt that the order for the 2 month cut for NS had been taken off!Hahah that sure is a nightmare ahahha

Sunday, June 13, 2004

I had a call from my Mum at my uncle house..early in the morning...so i guess that something big must have happened...she said she is going to tell me after i had wake up...hmmm...as if really wake up..
so in the morning...she called and said that my 4th aunt which is my Mum sister had passed away during mid night.....

Well well well....after a few weeks of unreasonable struggle..and unreasonable treatment to my buddy...i think i should apologise...sorry John..
I guess however anyone has done anything wrong he does not deserve such treatment...
Not even for people who backstab me a few time and treat me with HOStility...
i had read a few chinese books about life, growing up and ageing...I think i had a better view about my life...and had thought that I should try to be nice...
Everybody else can be wrong in the whole world...i cannot be wrong...so this does not really work when I am really not feeling good...
Things went back to normal...the day without the regulars in camp was GREAT man...haha I had went to the SAFPU MO to request for a medical review...so that i can downgrade...before they come back...to give them a big surprise especially BSO haha but apparently he does not wants to downgrade me and said that I should wait till my MO come back and decide what is to be done...so..my plan failed...hai...sad..now i had to wait till 180604 for that Ang CC to come back...

Hai...i thought that standby on a weekend while most are not around would be a good idea as the possibility of having an activation will be very low...but it had happen...
at 0830 my FO was activated and that i was suppose to drive to a...hmmm...a...a...a CAMP
but which camp??How to go??haha well i had asked John before...but he don't know either....lucky my FO 2LT lawrence( i hope i spell correctly)..know which camp to know or this time i really die horribly....but there still one problem..i dun know the route...damn..this time i have to take the gamble...i read the street directory...and hope that I still know how to go...haha in the end i manage to reach the camp 5 min before the time is up for the FO and the GA to report in hahaha...that was really exciting i can see that the FO was wanting me to go over 50km/h which is the speed limit for the landrover...haha i reassure him that we will be able to make it in time...it was really very exciting...haha on our way back, we went to LOT 1 to buy some lunch and I parked my rover hiding in within the HDB estate...luckily no MP caught me...while they are away...CPT Tan the FSO called my FO handphone and i picked it up...he asked me where we are and...luckily i manage to think of a excuse...I said that 2LT Lawrence had a diarrhaea and I took them to LOT 1 haha but he ask me "wasnt that very near to camp?"..I said that I am not a very experience driver so i don't know haha finally it was over...come back to camp..rest play CS and surf net and well update my blog....the duty personnel today are really all very nice I had a great time in camp today except of the sad news of course..
mysterious
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla



How to make a Eternity
Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

1 part courage

5 parts energy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add curiosity to taste! Do not overindulge!




How to make a jianliang
Ingredients:

5 parts mercy

1 part silliness

5 parts leadership
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability


Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Oh well...this 2 week is quite okay BSO not around...people not around...in fact everyone is not around...haha...so i managed to watch a lot of movies haha...
I had a small talk with Hong Jun which cost me half of Mummy Return and I will say that it is worth the sacrifice that I actually got to know more about this joyful person for he can really be serious when there is a need and that the things he said actually make a lot of sense (joking here) haha.I am not surprise that he is what i found out this week. But just that i never got to know that he had such a character.And he console me that it is not my fault that the schedule for standby had been so tight for the other drivers.

Well, i happily missed my "The day after tomorrow" and "Shrek 2" and that everyone just happily never tell me that everyone else is on going..and me stupidly under took the standby(supposingly mine) so that i can miss 2 movies that i want to watch and save some money.....well i am slow enough to regret my decision later...

I had thought through the 2 weeks and a lot of thought had flashed acrossed my mind.Well they are really fast moving so I can only catch those that I would think i can accept..
Jiaqi,i am afraid that you are wrong.People isn't going to help me even if I try to be positive.In fact people would actually wants me to do standby thinking that I am "completely cured" if i actually be positive.And no matter how positive I am, it will always be my fault.Everyone is not considering my situation.They simply keep talking about how other people suffers.Oh well, i guess i would have to use somebody's word "you dont know the truth".Yes indeed they dont know how is it like to be pressurized to do standby with a swollen feet and the stress and courage to reject a standby when someone insistedly wants me to take back my standby.

Human is a wierd creature...when we exercise too much we complained and we tries to skipped them.When too little they tries to exercise more.When knowing that they are dying they will treasure their time more.They just adapt when they reach the limit which i think should not be the case..for example they should have constant exercises and they should always treasure their time.It is very funny now that i am limping(temporary) for 4 month...well on top of that i dint exercise for 3 month...i had the urge to exercise.. the urge to run especially.

I had a dream and I am very jealous of the main character in that dream...
Ok to end this I had questions for myself:
Why am I always not the main character in my dream?
Why i always dont have good ending to my dreams?